Justice Not Being Served

I’m angry
I’m hurt
I’m pissed
I’m scared
I’m tired
Yet I’m numb
All of these emotions balled up into one

I’m fuming on the outside
From burning on the inside
A growing, uncontrolled ball of rage
Ready to be unleashed from this cage

I’m on the verge of eruption
Fucking tired of this corruption
Tired of justice not being served
Of our voices not being heard

I’m tired of our people always being treated wrong
We could only keep the peace for so long
We’ve been peaceful and silent for years
While drowning in our own tears

After he killed, murdered, lynched that man
We knew we had to take a stand
We were left with no other choice
Now anger has become our new voice

Our anger speaks loud
Our anger draws frustrated crowds
So if we have to riot to stand up for equal rights
Then so be it… this is a war we are ready to fight

My True Essence ©️

Pain of Losing Our Black Men and Boys

I am angry, frustrated and hurt from the pain
The pain of our sons and brothers being slain…

Hunted like animals in the middle of hunting season
Shot down in the streets and killed for no reason

I feel the pain of the mother who loss her precious son
Who can’t believe his life was taken before it really begun

I feel the pain of the wife who loss her lover and soul mate
Who knew he was the one on their very first date

I feel the pain of the daughter who loss the one that called her Queen
Who encouraged her to study, be smart and follow her dreams

I feel the pain of the son who loss his best example of being a man
Who taught him to work hard and to always do the best he can

They will never again get to see the rising or setting of the sun
Or grow old while spending time with their love ones

They will never again get to see the joy that comes with living
Or enjoy another food and fun-filled family Thanksgiving

Their lives taken away because of the mere color of their skin
By racists who have a deep rooted hatred for black people within

Equal rights definitely do not mean there are equal rights for us all
The legal system is corrupt and in need of a serious overhaul

The system has clearly failed when video footage exists of a crime
But yet does not even guarantee a conviction and sentencing of any time
These racists who don’t care about the lives they destroy and kill
Have to pay for what they have done to our black men and boys and they will

My True Essence ©

Wings clipped
Faith stripped
Vision blurred
Grounded like a wounded bird
Wallowing in our chosen mess …
Feeling guilty and stressed
Struggling to deal with our choices
While trying to ignore the internal voices
Saying why are you in this place
Can you survive in this space
So you dig deep, deep down within
And fight your way out of the Lion’s Den
When you look at the scars you’ve earned
You realize there’s power in the lessons learned

My True Essence

Here I Stand

Here I stand
Looking in the mirror
Wishing my vision was clearer
Because I’m not liking what I see
I’m trying to figure out…
What has happened to me

Here I stand
Confused and abused
Mistreated and misunderstood
Questioning my own womanhood
Tired of always having to be strong
Ready to fight whatever battle comes along

Here I stand
Choking on feelings I can’t express
Afraid to get things I need to off my chest
Bottling up my all of these emotions
Carrying them around like some secret potion
One that will destroy what makes me whole
Eat away and darken my precious soul

Here I stand
I’ve fallen so many times I’m covered in mud
Even shed some tears and lost some blood
But I keep fighting every time I fall
Kicking and screaming, giving it my all
Because my struggles can’t keep me down
I made it out and I’m back on solid ground
Here I stand

My True Essence

Watching You

Here I stand
Looking in the mirror
Wishing my vision was clearer
Because I’m not liking what I see
I’m trying to figure out…
What has happened to me

Here I stand
Confused and abused
Mistreated and misunderstood
Questioning my own womanhood
Tired of always having to be strong
Ready to fight whatever battle comes along

Here I stand
Choking on feelings I can’t express
Afraid to get things I need to off my chest
Bottling up my all of these emotions
Carrying them around like some secret potion
One that will destroy what makes me whole
Eat away and darken my precious soul

Here I stand
I’ve fallen so many times I’m covered in mud
Even shed some tears and lost some blood
But I keep fighting every time I fall
Kicking and screaming, giving it my all
Because my struggles can’t keep me down
I made it out and I’m back on solid ground
Here I stand

My True Essence

The Memory

I can feel your presence just like you’re here
I can smell you even though you’re not near
I can see you not with my eyes but with my heart…
It’s you that keeps me from coming apart
I love us, the way we move and the way we grind
The memories are still fresh in my mind

I remember…
You making me so hot I’m burning from within
Seeing the smoke coming off my skin
Your touch causing me tingle and shiver
My wet yoni running steady like a river
Me cumming and cumming and cumming
Flowing like a broken faucet in need of plumbing

I remember…
You loving me like no other has done before
Me speaking in tongue and begging you for more
You giving me all you got from dust to dawn
So good the scent of us lingers on
The smile on your face as I listen to you moan and groan
It lets me know you are in the zone

I remember…

My True Essence

Music to My Ears

I like the ear waves and vibrations of you sexing me
It’s like my favorite song sang in the perfect key
It’s what I call your sexy man growl…
Deep and sensual like an animal on the prowl
Hearing it makes my yoni nice and wet
My love meter rise and my back sweat
My yoni is slippery and making slushing sounds
I am matching your deep strokes pound for pound
Back arched as you are fucking me with your love stick
That long, thick and strong chocolate dick
I’m getting it so good I’m on the verge of tears
And your man growl is music to my ears

My True Essence

I’m falling…

I can feel myself slipping
My protective shield of armor ripping
I can tell with each step I make…
With each single breath I take
My sense of security is quickly fading away
Leaving me as open prey to whatever attacks come my way

I’m falling…

I can feel my peace seeping out of me
My precious spirit is no longer free
The calmness that sets my soul at ease
The faith that keeps me on my knees
Has left me stumbling and shaky on own feet
With a heart that hurts with every beat

I’m falling…

My True Essence

Best Part of Me

You are the best part of me
My vision when I can’t see
My nourishment when I mentally can’t eat …
My strength when I’m exhausted and beat
My sleeping pill when I’m too tired to rest
My peace when I’m on edge and stressed
My calm in the middle of a raging storm
The one who holds me tight and keeps me warm

You feel me but not just with your touch
You always provide when I don’t have much
You rescue me when I’m lost and confused
You bathe me when I’m battered and bruised
You catch me when I’m spinning out of control
You listen to me as I cry and bare my soul
The one who loves me and makes me feel whole

You see me even with my flaws, faults and all
You make me hold my head up and stand tall
You motivate me to be the best I can be
You are without a doubt the best part me

My True Essence